Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Siobhan and Thomas, A BDSM Love Story



**Every character portrayed in the following story are at least 18 years of age or older.**

He couldn't help but stare at her.  He'd been gone in India so long and she'd grown so, so much.  Her figure had made him stop in his tracks.  The frail, mousy pale girl with too many freckles had turned into a woman.  Her skin was pure milk with hair black as night and twinkling green eyes.
                He'd tried his best to act nonplussed by her, but held his suitcase in front of his thighs.  It would be too awkward.  After a hasty welcome home, he escaped up to his room, and locked the door. 
"She can't be more than 16, Thomas!" he exclaimed, scolding himself.  He tried to regain normal breathing as he stared at himself in the mirror.  She was 16!  She had to be.  That made him almost 30 years her senior.  
He reached into his locked dresser drawer and found some of his old nude pictures.  He’d have to embed the thoughts of women more his age into his mind again.  He wasn’t a monster, he thought.  Maybe he was a monster, but not that kind.  He’d been called everything from a hedonist to a deviant, and he knew that they were all right.  Most of the nude pictures he kept in his locked drawer were grainy home shots of the women he’d played with.  He thought fondly of his play room; a stone dungeon where all of his sickest fantasies could come true.  He’d cut, strangled, and bruised so many women and while he’d never killed one, he’d come far too close.  Siobhan was too sweet for that.  He’d ruin her for the rest of her life and he knew he couldn’t do that to her.  As soon as he'd relieved the pressure in his groin, he fixed himself up and headed down for dinner.  He tried his best to ignore the fact that almost every one of the women in the magazine seemed to possess her face...it wasn’t right. 
He headed down to dinner and was surprised to see four polished silver cloches among a bevy of candles and white roses from the garden.  He was finally home.
"Good evening, Sir,” greeted Mathew, his head butler.  “Siobhan has made beef Wellington with garlic scalloped potatoes and poached asparagus.  For dessert, she's made your old favorite, strawberry and cream torte."  
Siobhan...that was her name!  He thanked him for the menu announcement and sat down for dinner.  Once Mathew had served the meal, Thomas invited him to sit and talk for a few moments.   After a bit of a hesitation, Mathew sat down. 
The two men discussed Siobhan in detail.  She was from Dublin in Ireland.  Her mother was dead and her father had put her up for sale.  Thomas remembered buying her, but never thought he’d be asking so many questions about the girl.  He’d never even bothered to learn her name before he left. 
Mathew excused himself to clean the sideboard and left Thomas alone. 
Instead of diving right into the dinner, he marveled at how well it all smelled and looked.  He wondered how much Siobhan had helped with.  She couldn’t have done it all herself.  There had been almost thirty servants before the war.
Finally, he relented and began to eat.  Feeling isolated from eating alone, he decided to head down to the kitchen.  He wanted to thank the staff for a phenomenal dinner.  Instead of the bevy of people he expected, only Siobhan was there; cleaning the platter that the Wellington had sat on.  She looked exhausted, but still jumped to attention as soon as she saw him there.
"I'm sorry, Sir!  I didn't hear you come in.  How can I help you, my Lord?" she whispered, clearly terrified of him.  
The thought of her being so scared of him caused his cock to twitch and he found himself leaning against the center island in an effort to hide his arousal.  Afraid to look at him, she stood there and jumped when he finally spoke.
"Do you know my name?" he asked.  She swallowed hard and nodded.  He prompted her to tell him.
"You're Captain Thomas Charles Reed of Her Royal Highness' army, my Lord," she replied, a tinge of pride on the edge of her words.  
He smiled and stepped towards her, no longer caring if his erection was noticed.  It wasn't, as her eyes were glued to his with a fearful look.
"I want you to call me Tom, or Thomas, should you prefer.  How does that sound?" he asked, leaning into her.  He was reaching for a spare piece of the Wellington on the cutting board and felt her shakingly exhale when she realized his intentions. 
“Why are you alone, Siobhan?  Has everyone else gone to bed?” he asked, popping the small piece of meat into his mouth.  She took a deep breath and steadied herself.
“They’ve been let go, my Lord.  We couldn’t afford them.  The war really hurt the economy,” she whispered. 
He leaned into her again, this time to smell the sweet scent of vanilla that emanated off of her.  Her breath caught in her throat, the muscles of her neck tensing.  He reached up and touched her skin gently, relishing in the way it bumped with tension. 
She’s too young!  He attempted to repeat this truth to himself over and over, but it was doing no good. 
Siobhan had stopped breathing, her eyes closed tightly as possible.  Thomas smiled and stepped away, laying his hand on her shoulder.
“Calm down, girl.  It’s just been a while since I’ve been close to a beautiful woman,” he explained. 
She nodded, looking down at the ground. 
He’d find a whore…that would get his mind off of her!  He bid her a good night and headed out of the kitchen, his hands shaking.
She stood there for a minute, relieved he had gone.  “Keep him happy, Siobhan…don’t make him angry…Mathew warned you about his anger…” she whispered to herself, turning back to finish her cleaning. 
She took a small piece of the Wellington into her mouth and found herself thinking of how close he’d been to her.  He smelled of sandalwood and pipe tobacco…she wanted to smell him again…but why?  Why was he so intoxicating?  After all, he was Lord Reed, the man who’d punished her when she was younger for running through the gardens…


Mathew’s sister had become ill and he had to leave the house for a few days.  Thomas spent most of his time locked away in his study, but would come out for a meal when it was served.  Siobhan avoided eye contact at all cost, save for when he spoke directly to her. She found herself shaking whenever his words reached her. 
Finally, late on Friday evening, he rang for her to come to the study.  She dressed the best she could and headed down to him.       She’d been in bed for a few hours, but knew she had to run to him immediately.  She hesitated at the door and then knocked with a shaking fist.  As soon as she was ushered into the room, the questions began. 
“How old are you?” he began.  She paused before answering.  She was 19, she told him.  
Hearing this, Thomas smiled.  His smile was cold and calculating…and it scared her. 
“Siobhan…you left these burned scones for me to eat while I work… how the fuck am I supposed to eat this garbage?!” he screamed, throwing the platter at her.  It hit her in the head and she dropped to the ground, grabbing at her forehead.  The sudden change in his demeanor terrified her.  He walked across the room and squatted down in front of her.  She panicked when he reached towards her, and the tears began to fall. 
“Sir, my Lord, I’m so sorry!  I’m so, so sorry!” she sobbed, protecting her face from his hands.  He pulled her hands down and examined the gash that the platter had left.
“Forgive me if it scars…” he whispered, his breath ragged.  It was all he said before threading his fingers through her long black hair.  She was still crying, and he was still ignoring her emotions. 
Siobhan’s eyes darted around, until they rested on the crotch of his pants.  There was a bulge in his trousers.  She tried to pull away the moment she saw it.  Had hurting her caused him to be aroused?  Mathew was right; he was a monster!    
He held her fast and stood up, dragging her with him as he walked swiftly to the bookshelf.  He pressed a book into the back and a hidden door swung open.
“Siobhan, let me get one thing clear! I am a very wealthy man.  I have no problem making you disappear,” he said coldly. 
A chill ran down her spine as she realized the door was closing behind her. 
He threw her against the floor and lit the gas lamps to illuminate the room.  A torture chamber?  She screamed out and tried for the door, but his hand slapped against her face. Mixing with the pain the gash was already causing, she dropped back down to the floor.
“Please!  Please, Thomas, please don’t do this!  I’m a Christian!” she sobbed, grabbing at his pant legs.
“So, now you call me Thomas?  You’re such a stupid little girl…you are just a little girl, aren’t you?  A Christian…I’ve no need for such foolishness.  Pain and pleasure are the only things I bow to now.  Kneel in front of me, your back to me,” he ordered. 
With shaking legs, she did as she was told.  She heard him unsheathe a blade, but didn’t dare look back towards him. 
He used the blade to slice through the back of her dressing gown and groaned when he finally saw the entire milky perfection of her skin.  Thomas bent down behind her, tracing his fingers over her flesh, relishing in the bumping of her skin once more.
“My Lord, please…I can’t…let me leave.  I won’t ask for references…I’ll just go back to Ireland.  Please don’t do this to me!” she begged, clawing at him to let go of her.  He started laughing and pulled her close to him.
“You’re mine.  You won’t need references because you’re never going to leave me.  Now, this is going to hurt…” he seethed, wrapping his fingers around her slender throat. 
She gasped for air, but felt the darkness enveloping her.  As soon as she was out, he carried her to the table and strapped her down with her back facing up.
“You have no idea what you’ve done to me…just by being at arm’s length…” he whispered, brushing her long black curls away from her shoulders. 
Pure, unadulterated flesh, just waiting to be ruined by him.  He made sure she was strapped in tight and took a look at the stove. 
A branding iron had been heating up in the coals for an hour or so and it was ready to be used.  He’d used it before on countless women.  A bold “R” would be forever branded on Siobhan’s body.  The thought of it caused a painful bulge in his pants.  A flame of lust erupted in him as he grabbed its handle, enjoying the weight in his hands.  He took a deep breath and pressed the hot steel against her skin, almost having an orgasm as her screams bounced off the walls of his torture room. 
She soon passed out from the pain and left him alone with her body; to look at and explore as he chose.  Once he centered the iron again, he kissed the area gently.  Then he lifted the iron and placed it gently, yet firm against her skin once more for a perfect branding.
The moment the white hot iron touched her, Siobhan snapped awake and let out a blood curdling scream.  Thomas held her down, loving the thrashing and screaming coming from the small frame beneath him.  Finally, she calmed down, and he realized she’d passed out again.  He dressed the searing and let her rest for a while as he prepared for their first, but definitely not last, scene.
He set up the leather-covered horse and made sure the silver restraints were tight and ready to hold her.  He shivered with excitement as he laid the paddle down, loving the thought of it soon accosting her flesh.  A beating would be more than enough for the first night.  Soon, he was ready to wake his new toy up. 
“Siobhan… wake up, girl.  It’s time for you to please me,” Thomas ordered, his hands trembling in anticipation. 
She opened her eyes, fear erasing her grogginess.  “My Lord…please.  Please don’t kill me…”
“Kill you?  No, no child…I’m going to shatter you.  You won’t die…not while I need you,” he explained, lifting her from the table. 
She was so light; so frail.  He laid her against the horse and smiled when she let him bend her to the right position with no argument, physical or otherwise.  He strapped her in and ran his fingertips over her skin, contemplating if the sound that emanated from her lips was a moan or a cry. 
Once she was locked in completely, he lifted the paddle and let it slide against her ass.  She shivered and bit her lip.  There was a mirror in front of her and her eyes were fixed on him, stained with tears. 
He smiled at her as he brought the paddle down, laughing at her scream.  It was refreshing to hear her slight voice.  The whores he’d used in India were all spent; jaded hags.  Most of their pain or pleasure was acting, and poor acting at that.  He continued to paddle her ass, waiting until her beaten flesh was close to bleeding before he stopped.  She was sobbing to the point of nausea and dropped her head dejectedly. 
“You’ll learn to love this, Siobhan.  You’ll learn to beg me to beat you.  I’ll bring you to the brink and back,” he whispered, dropping to his knees behind her. 
“Please…” she whispered again, looking at him from the mirror.  Some of the spark in her eyes had dimmed.    
He looked up into her reflection.  “I won’t let you go,” he said pointedly. 
She shook her head. “No, that’s not what I want.  You promised pain and pleasure, yet you’ve only caused me pain,” she moaned, her eyes brimming with tears.  He nodded and stood back up.
“We can’t have that, can we?” he decided, running his hands against her ass.  She shivered again, but didn’t speak.  Once his pants were unzipped and his cock was out, she realized just what road he was heading down. 
“I… I want to make you happy, my Lord,” she whispered. 
He snapped his head up to look at her.  “You’re a virgin, yes?” he asked. 
She nodded, and a deep ruby blush spread across her cheeks. 
“Yes, Sir,” she replied. 
“You’re already mine.  It’s your duty to serve me.”
“Yes, Sir.  Mathew taught me to obey you.  He…”  She stopped short, realizing she wasn’t supposed to tell him.
“He what?”  Thomas snapped. 
She took a deep breath.  “He told me to keep you happy…to not anger you. He said…he said that if I angered you…”
“That I’d kill you?  I’d kill you if you made me angry?” he answered her, smiling darkly.  She nodded and looked away from him.  If she’d angered him, would he kill her right there? 
He pressed against her from behind, his cock rock hard as she crunched her eyes closed. 
She wasn’t ready for this.  This was supposed to be sacred, between a husband and wife. 
He leaned down and caressed the bandage over her branding.  Pressing against her body, she could feel his warmth and relished in it.  She could smell the sandal wood and pipe tobacco again and found herself leaning to smell him. 
“You want this,” he whispered, his lips brushing her back. 
She nodded before she knew she was doing it and heard him take a deep breath.  He stood up, running his fingers against her body as he moved. 
“I want this, Sir,” she replied, her eyes still filled with tears, but determined. 
“Good girl.  Now, will I take your virginity with my cock, or one of my implements?”  he asked, motioning for her to look at the wall of toys behind him.  She started crying, straining against her cuffs. 
“Please, Sir, please don’t take it with those!  Don’t take that away from me,” she whimpered, turning away from him.  He wouldn’t take it away from her, or from him.  He wanted to be her first, possibly her only.  Thomas undid his suspenders and removed his shirt, gauging her reactions.  She’d clearly never seen a naked man before.  It made him happy, and a bit proud, to be her first on so many levels.  Try as he might to keep his emotions at bay, he couldn’t help but smile when her eyes popped open as he took his cock out.  Siobhan turned away when she realized he was watching her, and tried to hide her face.  She wanted him to kiss her, but she knew she couldn’t ask.  He wasn’t the kind of man that would do that. 
“Did you know that the same nerve receptors that deal with fear can sometimes deal with arousal?  If I’m correct, you’ll be dripping like a wanton for me,” he explained, slipping his finger just inside of her, gingerly touching her tender bud.  She cried out, trying to pull away. 
“Does this hurt?”  he asked.  She shook her head no.
“Do you want more?”
“Yes… yes, Sir,” she sighed, closing her eyes.  He dipped two fingers against her this time, massaging her clit to hear the music of her quiet moans.  Thomas stood up and used her juices to coat his cock before positioning himself right behind her.  She was ready. 
“Tell me what you want,” he seethed, pulling her up by her hair so he could look her in the eyes. 
“Anything to keep you-”
“No!  You fucking tell me or so help me Siobhan, I will destroy you.”
“That’s… I want… take me,” she gasped, shaking visibly.  He took his cock and rubbed it against her tender mound.  She arched her back again ever so slightly, but kept her eyes closed.
He smiled and pressed harder against her.  The obstruction of her virtue was nothing against his arousal and he was soon inside of her to the hilt of his manhood. 
Siobhan cried out, at the same struggling against the restraints.  He moaned her name, letting out a dark, guttural groan.  He started thrusting hard, using the leather horse for leverage. 
“It hurts!”  She cried, thrashing again.
“And it will until you’re used to me.  Here…” he said, caressing her ass and slowing his thrusts.
The difference in tempo slowly brought her to a comfortable level and before she knew it, a pressure was growing within her.  She could feel her heart beating faster and knew she wouldn’t be able to last too long.  Was this the climax that the other servants had talked so lewdly about?  To think that it was her Lord that was bringing it out of her.
He grunted with each thrust, heading towards his own orgasm.  He could feel the change within her; she was enjoying it.  He marveled at the change in the girl beneath him and slapped her ass hard.  The crack echoed against the stone walls and she froze.  The next sound that came from her lips was music to his ears.
“Thank you, Sir…” she moaned, arching her back in earnest as her orgasm overtook her.  He came hard, emptying himself inside of her. 
“There’s so much more I’m going to teach you, beautiful,” he whispered, breathing hard and lying against the heaving girl beneath him.  He looked up into her eyes in the mirror and chuckled as he saw the spark in her eyes and then some.  He’d begun to break her, and she’d begun to love it. 

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Well past the Witching Hour...

It's well past the Witching Hour, and after a long night of depression and darkness, I've decided that I'm going to start putting my writings/musings out on the internet for the universe to see.  My best friend Julie, who unlike me, doesn't give up on me so easily, thinks that this would be a perfect way for me to get my name out there.  I think it's just an excuse to make me throw up from the fear of rejection... Either way, here we are!!

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